Work can be therapeutic.
While working is challenge for ill people, far more than sane society thinks ... unemployment & money problems are also causes of great stress.
Too big or too small stress affects mental health negatively - is one of main three causes of mental illness symptoms returning & intensifying.
Genes also matter, statistically - but not always insanity is inherited directly, not every generation as well.
Group and/or personal therapy, psychotropic medicines, psychologists/psychiatrists, etc ... also help to avoid intensifying of symptoms - both in short and in long run.
Meeting with friendly people also helps ... but not always those who pretend to be friends are truly friends. Verbal and other abuses harm, lead to insanity & symptoms.
... i think its worthwhile to work, or at least prepare for work, then get employed, then to continue fighting to keep work, perhaps also try to advance to better jobs.
One should also consider not too challenging jobs, but what is too challenging? This is something everyone - either sane or mentally ill - should answer for himself or herself.
There are job offers for ill people, at least in European Union ... for example: POWER / pl: 'Program Obywatelski Wiedza Edukacja Rozwój / - thanks to it i still have my current employment - as a physical security specialist. They helped me to find this job, and they support me still, making it easier for me to not lose this job so easily ... i am grateful for all that EU's POWER gave me.
Saturday 24 August 2019
Wednesday 21 August 2019
... insane thoughts, blogs deletion question/risk.
... have thoughts about deleting this blog as well, about wiping traces from the internet, about shutting my own mouth, disappearing from sight, getting closed in psychiatric/jail, about getting killed ... to cover/hide 'bad deeds', 'errors' of 'more important buddhists & others'.
> [ https://project-wraithstar.blogspot.com/2019/08/should-i-delete-this-blog.html ].
> [ https://project-wraithstar.blogspot.com/2019/08/should-i-delete-this-blog.html ].
Thursday 15 August 2019
'Selective Memory' - is it a sin?
... some time ago - i understood Predicate Logic Basics, then quickly forgot ... perhaps in future it will be better.
... my memory is 'selective', i only remember what's important at given moment.
... it's psychological weakness ... some think that i abuse this argument, but it's medical issue.
... i was accused of 'selective memory' at youth as well - i think it was unfair.
... in psychiatric hospital i heard that 'schizophrenia is memory-related illness', more or less.
... not sure if it was psychiatrist, psychologist or other medical personnel who told me that.
... my memory is 'selective', i only remember what's important at given moment.
... it's psychological weakness ... some think that i abuse this argument, but it's medical issue.
... i was accused of 'selective memory' at youth as well - i think it was unfair.
... in psychiatric hospital i heard that 'schizophrenia is memory-related illness', more or less.
... not sure if it was psychiatrist, psychologist or other medical personnel who told me that.
Tuesday 13 August 2019
... i feel raped by martial arts & others.
> EN:
... having insane mind states / i think mind states are: thoughts & feelings; i read that emotions are feelings with physiology - not only salivation, also nervomuscular reactions & behaviors, etc. /.
... i feel raped by martial arts & others - mostly because of 'Yoda', disgrace among buddhist martial arts teachers.
... then had some insane thoughts that some people want to 'fuck me out of benefits of blog's deletion'.
... not only 'Martial Arts, Tactics & Combat Psychology by neomahakala108' blog, also other blogs i think.
... i got beaten so strongly during one of 'lessons' - years ago, i feel effects on mind & body levels still ... feeling raped, does rape lead to suicide? ... is it a form of 'Dim Mak'? ... should 'Yoda' be put into jail?
... is 'Dim Mak' just a glorified name for murder & rape?
> PL:
... mam wariackie stany umysłu - myśli i uczucia / myślę że stany umysłu to: myśli i uczucia; przeczytałem że emocje to uczucia z fizjologią - nie tylko ślinienie się, ale też reakcje i zachowania nerwomięśniowe, etc. /.
... czuję się zgwałcony przez sztuki walki i innych(-e) - głownie z przyczyny 'Yody', zakały wśród buddyjskich nauczycieli sztuk walki.
... następnie miałem chore i zwariowane myśli że pewni ludzie chcą 'wydymać mnie z korzyści z usunięcia bloga'.
... nie tylko 'Martial Arts, Tactics & Combat Psychology by neomahakala108', także inne blogi.
... zostałem pobity tak mocno podczas jednej z 'lekcji' - lata temu, wciąż odczuwam skutki na poziomach umysłu i ciała ... czuję się zgwałcony, czy gwałt prowadzi do samobójstwa? ... czy to forma 'Dim Mak'? ... czy 'Yoda' powinien zostać wsadzony do więzienia?
... czy 'Dim Mak' to po prostu upiększona nazwa dla morderstwa i gwałtu?
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... having insane mind states / i think mind states are: thoughts & feelings; i read that emotions are feelings with physiology - not only salivation, also nervomuscular reactions & behaviors, etc. /.
... i feel raped by martial arts & others - mostly because of 'Yoda', disgrace among buddhist martial arts teachers.
... then had some insane thoughts that some people want to 'fuck me out of benefits of blog's deletion'.
... not only 'Martial Arts, Tactics & Combat Psychology by neomahakala108' blog, also other blogs i think.
... i got beaten so strongly during one of 'lessons' - years ago, i feel effects on mind & body levels still ... feeling raped, does rape lead to suicide? ... is it a form of 'Dim Mak'? ... should 'Yoda' be put into jail?
... is 'Dim Mak' just a glorified name for murder & rape?
> PL:
... mam wariackie stany umysłu - myśli i uczucia / myślę że stany umysłu to: myśli i uczucia; przeczytałem że emocje to uczucia z fizjologią - nie tylko ślinienie się, ale też reakcje i zachowania nerwomięśniowe, etc. /.
... czuję się zgwałcony przez sztuki walki i innych(-e) - głownie z przyczyny 'Yody', zakały wśród buddyjskich nauczycieli sztuk walki.
... następnie miałem chore i zwariowane myśli że pewni ludzie chcą 'wydymać mnie z korzyści z usunięcia bloga'.
... nie tylko 'Martial Arts, Tactics & Combat Psychology by neomahakala108', także inne blogi.
... zostałem pobity tak mocno podczas jednej z 'lekcji' - lata temu, wciąż odczuwam skutki na poziomach umysłu i ciała ... czuję się zgwałcony, czy gwałt prowadzi do samobójstwa? ... czy to forma 'Dim Mak'? ... czy 'Yoda' powinien zostać wsadzony do więzienia?
... czy 'Dim Mak' to po prostu upiększona nazwa dla morderstwa i gwałtu?
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