insights or delusions suggest that i suffer from 'ego attack' from 'Professional Competition' in 'Computing' area mostly,
from 'Stupa House', 'sangowe.info', perhaps more ...
i don't know if it's 'truth' or just 'a manipulation',
that 'Someone's Boyfriend' has complexes when i do something 'Powerful', as 'Martial Arts' or 'Advanced Science', etc ...
i don't mind losing 'Privileges of the Science', helping other way(s),
i just need Enlightened Love & Enlightenment.
... but why i had to learn & work for so long for others anyway?
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