... i feel raped by martial arts & others.

> EN:

... having insane mind states / i think mind states are: thoughts & feelings; i read that emotions are feelings with physiology - not only salivation, also nervomuscular reactions & behaviors, etc. /.

... i feel raped by martial arts & others - mostly because of 'Yoda', disgrace among buddhist martial arts teachers.

... then had some insane thoughts that some people want to 'fuck me out of benefits of blog's deletion'.

... not only 'Martial Arts, Tactics & Combat Psychology by neomahakala108' blog, also other blogs i think.


... i got beaten so strongly during one of 'lessons' - years ago, i feel effects on mind & body levels still ... feeling raped, does rape lead to suicide? ... is it a form of 'Dim Mak'? ... should 'Yoda' be put into jail?

... is 'Dim Mak' just a glorified name for murder & rape?


> PL:

... mam wariackie stany umysłu - myśli i uczucia / myślę że stany umysłu to: myśli i uczucia; przeczytałem że emocje to uczucia z fizjologią - nie tylko ślinienie się, ale też reakcje i zachowania nerwomięśniowe, etc. /.

... czuję się zgwałcony przez sztuki walki i innych(-e) - głownie z przyczyny 'Yody', zakały wśród buddyjskich nauczycieli sztuk walki.

... następnie miałem chore i zwariowane myśli że pewni ludzie chcą 'wydymać mnie z korzyści z usunięcia bloga'.

... nie tylko 'Martial Arts, Tactics & Combat Psychology by neomahakala108', także inne blogi.


... zostałem pobity tak mocno podczas jednej z 'lekcji' - lata temu, wciąż odczuwam skutki na poziomach umysłu i ciała ... czuję się zgwałcony, czy gwałt prowadzi do samobójstwa? ... czy to forma 'Dim Mak'? ... czy 'Yoda' powinien zostać wsadzony do więzienia?

... czy 'Dim Mak' to po prostu upiększona nazwa dla morderstwa i gwałtu?


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Power of the Teams in a Mental Support.

Every person is different, we have brighter & darker parts of our personality.

Every person should be treated differently, uniquely.

Not every therapist can address every of a person's ill parts.

... it's like a candle that when set-up by a person, it will cast light, but also create a shadow.

... a light from one source won't reach all of dark corners of one's Mind.


But multiple lights from all directions can eliminate shadow much more completely.

... it's best to work in teams, therefore.


i think this thought is related with the Buddhist Vipassana Mind-Calming Meditation.

Teaching Meditation on Breath & Mental Ilness.

On today's 'Ex-In' (experience involved, psychotherapy more or less) course i took responsibility of introducing rest of group into simple meditation on breath, that i composed myself, using my own knowledge & experience.

Most of us are mentally ill, we know a lot about our mental ills, this course prepares us to support / help other mentally ill people professionally, in teams with psychiatrists, psychologists & psychotherapist.

Goal of this meditation is developing mind calmness & enhancing self discovery, mostly.

Meditation is dangerous for mentally ill people, but our group needs it - they requested me to teach them this.

i need support, calm mind, wisdom, compassion, protection & beneficial speech to succeed.

This will occur in 2 weeks (10 November 2017 11:00 AM Warsaw Time), not earlier - but perhaps later, if at all.

Thanks in advance to those who will support or help, if anyone.

Symbolic Thinking, Mind's Mirror, Emotions Prism and Psychotherapy.

I've such experiences:

Mind's Mirror : People, especially women, show you your face, who you are, your thoughts and emotions. They reflect in them and their behavior.

Emotions Prism : Prism splits light into coloured rays. What is Emotions Prism? Are emotions such a Prism? i think they can be compared to black glass that changes our perceptions.

Psychotherapy : Helpful and skillful people can help to remove such black glass and see the world differently.

Symbolic Thinking : Meaning of Symbols can be learned by asking questions. What i think about this color? What thoughts and feelings occur when i think, see, or experience this? Once learned, such a symbol can be used to recognize state of mind, or perhaps an emotion in context of another emotion, or hidden under it. Once recognized, veil of emotion can disappear and we can see 'light' more clearly.

Are yidams, Buddha Forms, Forms of Energy and Light, Connections with Mind, are they Symbols?

i think Yes.

religious Symbols.

but if you know it better, please enlighten me.

i will appreciate.

if needed i'll use them in my IT (information technology) work. In 'Art & Dharma Teachings', 'Dragonfly Algorithm', and perhaps more.